Updated: Mar 14
Here I am last new year - before it all came crashing down - making a spiritual commitment to “amplify in stillness” and embody the archetype of Priest/ess. Like the Oracle at Delphi, I vowed to disappear into silence and stillness, going deep within, and amplifying TRUTH. On the human plane, this has been the first full year of my life I haven’t travelled. After an entire adult life of four months of travel a year, and living internationally, slipping into the stillness of one location this year has allowed me to connect with the inner world even more. I am more sensitive to environments than most. So it’s no wonder that stillness has allowed so many layers that weren’t me to strip away. All that I had been unconsciously running from came rushing forward, like a deluge, drowning me for a time in the sapphire waters of re-member-ance. In being drowned, I was called to alchemize overwhelm, depression, anxiety and suicide in shocking ways, for myself and for the collective; my 12 years of conscious spiritual preparation leading to this pivotal time.
Awareness is curative in general - but let’s look at anxiety and depression. Having danced with these energies my whole life, I am now able to more consciously use tools like meditation, breathing and theta waves for anxiety and daily walks in nature for grounding, breathing, nature, sun and HRV are more life changing than ever. One of my spiritual gifts is to discern deep meaning and gratitude for every.single.experience in life, from our most traumatic events to the way that a leaf falls at my feet in a particular pattern of movement. I don’t judge experiences and friends and clients often come to me to be witnessed from a place of loving open heartedness about challenging situations. This gift of committing myself to being the embodiment of the archetype you see me pictured as here is that these commitments truly do shape our reality. Where the awareness goes, energy flows. Each commitment we make, with our mind body and soul will bear the most beautiful fruits, even beyond what we can currently imagine (like being autistic). Never could I have imagined that in making this commitment to embody the priest(ess) archetype in 2020, all my years of preparation leading to this time of folding in on myself more so than I had ever done… and the entire world reflecting this as we collectively embarked on a journey to reveal more of Truer selves in unprecedented ways. Who I Really Am — At a Soul Level — An energetic map and projection field of energy, in constant communion with the energy fields around me, seen and unseen and the blueprints of how to honor this more. As my/OUR TRUE EXPRESSION continues to amplify in stillness, those habits of conforming to inauthentic expectations release in the soothing waters of forgiveness, our voices rings Truer, our movements flow freer, our joy is more infectious and our electromagnetic heart fields more cohesive and harmonious than ever. Here’s to a New Year, and a New Way of Being.